How about me enjoying a moment for once?

I always have to think. I always have to ponder the consequences. Why can't I just live in the moment, and not have to think of all the other things that come with this fleeting bliss?



I'm an adult and i hate that.



Everything I do i'm accountable for. All i hurt, all i make happy, my fault. I have a logical mind and I have to use it.



It doesn't have to be this hard does it?



I would just like to say that i hate the word have.