Restless

Lately i've been feeling restless. Like I can't go anywhere fast enough, can't do things enough. I want to go everywhere, do everything at a warp speed. It's like i can't get enough time to do all the things i want to do.

And why do i feel like everything's filled with light now? Like i woke up from a bad dream and realized my life isn't a nightmare. It's a good feeling. A strange inexplicable feeling but i have it. I even found the time and the strength to watch a supposedly depressing movie and didn't think it was too bad. Perhaps i really am that happy.

I'm going out to "party" later. Me. The homebody. I don't even know where we're going or who we're going with. I just know that this is something out of character for me and I'm psyched. Just hope this is something i'm gonna enjoy.